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my bloggy is under construction.so bear wit it till end of e week.=D

okay.sad day.went fer cuzzie's wedding.den while we were waiting for more people to come,received news dat grandpa passed away.wanted to cry but i told myself to stay strong.i mean.if i cry all e make up will smudge.but 15 mins later i was crying.so i went home.msged my baby tellin hym i cant wish hym happy bdae on tym cuz im gonna see grandpa.felt bad cuz he was e first to wish me happy bdae exactly at 12am.sigh*anyway.yeah .. im fyne now.*smiles.

hey.my legs are tired.walked ard town e whole afternnon wit liz and her boo.took pics wit astroboy.cars.and dat guy from that movie which is cuming out i dunch noe wat.me and liz are camwhores.influenced by me i guess.well.dats good yer noe=D.anyway.i appeared in a teevee outsyde far east.i and liz had to dis streetstyle thingy.fuuh.looked lyk idiots.but well.it was fun.ad liz has e same star bracelet as me already!YAY!haha.both crazy gurls.with one pyscho.haha her dear guy.cant stop making hym 'geram' wit me.muahaha.good.SEED.LOL.anyway sigh i just want today to happen again.LIZ!u HEAR THAT?!

useless daughter.dats wat i am.urghhhh.just find it hard to express myself.
taufik won.happy.well not really.after wat daddy told me.urgh.hate myself.hate lyfe.hate evrything.now everyones lyk so far away.one's busy going for band almost evryday.e other one's busy having so much fun.one working.one going in fer camp.and one more who's just lyk me now.feelin so depressed.urgh.f-ing lyfe.

hrmmmmmm boring day.went to slack yesterday.slept late.as usual.woke up late also.1.36pm.MIAOW.hurhur.no mood.BYE!

today was one of those boring days ever.was suppose to go jalan raya wit my primary skool gurls but uh...cancelled.thanks to some people.erghh nemind...all i did today was eat,sleep and watch teevee.yah.just sat infront of the teevee wit some food.ate...and fell aslp.wke up when izhar msged me.abt the tix for that too phat gig.hrmm...havent really met too phat in person.cantw ait to see em!yeahh~ ...hrmm guess thats all fer today ..nuthing much to write.hrmm ...

huh....those small lil kiddos got back ur results huh?anyways....went to buy my nike air force shoes*winks ..hrmm...got really angry wit my brudder in law today.cuz i slapped my niece.well it wasnt my fault.she hit my head.so i wun just sit down and shuttup.yes.sh cried.who cares? ...she just suck.anyways ...went to mit my little joanne early in e morning to have breakfast at delifrance.den wlak ard Junction 8 fer awhile.as usual...always talking nonsense and making fun of people...crazy joanne.yah it sher.not me=X....LOL....hrmm..gonna go jalan raya wit all my pri skool gurlies.YAY!gonna take lotsa pics ...muahahah....okay i'll write more soon.

im finally home....yay!hehs....i saw my grandad and im so happy.hehs missed hym lyk hell.anyways....yeah i did have fun.shopping...visiting my aunties.the food there is lyk heaven.hehs...all i did during e 3 days there was eat,sleep,disturb my niece,sing,dance and talk talk talk.dint really sleep at nyt.in e hotel room wit my sis....talked crap e whole nyt.then went fer swimming in e middle of e nyte.but the frst hotel we stayed at KL was lyk hell[Quality Hotel]].e air con was fucking cold.e hair dryer broke.there was no tissues.and all they showed on teevee wwas malay shows.WTF?.....and e worst part is...the toilet stinks.and there was no swimming poool.eeee....but the view up dere was nyce.hehs....the second hotel which we stayed on sunday at malacca was nyce.City Bayview hotel....saw sunrise and sunset.was really nyce.could see the sea from my room.e toilet was nyce.wit bathtub and all.and a ful llength mirror.yes thats wat i call a hotel.=D ... the food there was yummy.but e worst part is i had i to sleep on e sofa.cuz dere wasnt enuff space for me to suqeeze in wit my niece and sisters.well lucky me....cuz my niece was stubborn and she insist on sleepin wit my sisters.she ended up falling frm bed in e middle of e nyte.her right eye hit the small table beside her.good for her.cuz he hit matin's eye wit her stupid bottle.irritating niece.
then went to my uncle'skampong in johor.first tym i went t a kampong.woa fun man.durians..rambutans.yumyum....and the toilet was so blardy big.its bigger den my room.SERIOUS!and there was a well in it.kinda scary.its lyk as if a snake can appear anytyme.i saw ALOT of chickens.and i got bitten by sandflies.ergh.the itch is killing me.and e worst part is i cant scartch it or it'll leave a scar.erghhhhh.nemind.ENDUREEE.
hrmm really starting to hate my niece.im not being mean.but her attitude really suck nowadays.all thanks to my brudder in law fer pampering her.she cries when nobody hits her or scolds her.she cries when she cant get wat she wants.she can be selfish but others cant.wtf?erghh...just haf a feeling that im gonna gif her a tight slap one of tis days.well..my mummy tells me that i shud avoid seeing hercuz my mummy noes wat kinda temper i have.well...i cant survive one day witout going godma's house.ergh...so..too bad.i'll just slap her.fuck my brudder in law.fuck evryone who sides her.ergh.just cant stad her anymore.

heheyyyyy!!!!muahaha..today i guess was e day i laughed e most!muahaha..i went out wit eliz and fariza.talked and takled abt primary skl days.luff until stomach pain.and then we  took pics.AORT of pics.with e posters....and then we went to sgoon north.e dino set cuz we had LOTS of memories there.took alot of pics.especially wit stupid eliz.wahahah...even took pics wit banners.how lame can we gt?haha....even in one of e pictures we looked lyk we're lesbians.wahahaha...anyways i'll put up our pics soon.hees..gonna go off...heehs..still havent finished packing my stuff fer saturday.see u peepos sooon!


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